Traffic Light for tonite...

2nd Round for tonite...haha... went fisherman with my cousin. apple, seng & staly for our 2nd round.... haha

PiC of us :

My Bday Celebrate at Home..

Celebrate my 23th Birthday At home with all my Fellow Frens & family .... I've a wonderful nite!!! I'm so HaPpy & ToUcH....
Of cos my homemake chill....Super Hot!!! haha....
Tonite party is just like my 21th Bday like that... haha!!

it's 2yrs back... Time really past... But i've same the feeling....

of cos i get so many present from them and ang bao too...
and of cos "SOMEONE" specially make guo dong for me only...

Thank you to everyone who came my Hse for dinner jus now...

Hope U all really enjoy the dinner... Opps..& also hope tomolo all of u wont run toilet after eating the food i prepare...But must TRUST me, wont run toilet wan... :S

Pic taken Just now....

Pic no.1

It's eating Time!!

My Bday Steamboat!!!

My 2nd Bday Cake for this year....

Me with my YELLOW Balloon...

Miz Jamie & Miz Yellow

Tonite We short of One Flower again!!

Haiz... :(

Yes!! they're my man for tonite!! heehee..

so many surprise....

Just now after work went novena meet my 2 cousin,

they celebrate my 23th bday for me....and i'm really very touch....

they really plan alot of surprise for me..

So touching.. Touch till my tear going to drop...

Thank U to my two fellow cousin==>Zhen hong'zhu xiao di' & qing ru....

so sweeeet they are.... I Love them alot....

We had our very full dinner at novena after that we went orchard coffee club for some drink and chat... chat about GOD!! , man and woman....
and one of them are 大男人 another are 大女人...haha..
then me is a normal 小女人...
have alot fun today...and i'm very happy....

all of us, We're cousin!!!

tats ME!! the BIRTHDAY girl..

Make a wish

1 2 3 Blow....

me and my flower..

qin ru and me...

me and zhu xiao di...

Note #16

You're in a woozy,

dreamy frame of mind and (more importantly) heart.

This stuff is potent -- and magnetic,

too -- so a certain someone could be in the mood to hang out with you at your place.

Don't say you're busy,

and don't run away from intimate conversations.

You've got to invest time and energy if you want to build something that's truly long-lasting -- which you do.

Open yourself up.

Note #15

Memories are meant to be kept silent....

dating with my DEAR cousin...

Tomolo i'm meeting my 2 cousin zhu xiao di and qing ru....hahaha..... we're going for dinner... dun know where they bring me to also...

been so long never see them, miss them...

My birthday coming...yeah!!!

but i also sian cause at work place i damn suay...haiz...

everything goes badly...haiz...

still dun know how to tel my boss...

but tomolo i have to go office to FACE it!!!

i must be strong.....STress Stress!!!!

this jobs really kill me....

Note #14

If you say goodbye to someone now,

regardless of whether it's a friend, lover, relationship or habit,

well, let's just say you won't take it lightly.

In fact, you won't be willing to take anything back at the moment not an action, a word or even a gesture.

So when you get a surprised stare instead of an actual response,

don't be upset.

They're just not as prepared for this as you are.

Best Newcomer

Jay Chou..

Best Newcomer in

Golden Horse Award 2005..

This Year i WONT get Drunk.

*SAD* This Year NO Alcohol for me!!!! *SAD*

I Really miss the taste of :

• Vodka Rebina,
• Vodka Orange,
• Vodka 7-Up,
• Tequila shots,
• Tequila Pop,
• Beer
• Chivas with Green Tea...
• more....

I miss them so much...Cause i cant Touch "Alcohol" for half year.....

I Feel so Terrible crazy for them ... ^.^

But good Thing is I wont get drunk for this year...huh huh....

This Sat, I'm going to prepare foods,

for all my fellow frens...

coming to my Party...

No clubbing but only dinner AT ba..ba..ba..

I will be the "Cook" for that nite...

But Don't worry hor... you all wont run toilet want...

MUST Trust me... Okie!!
haha...haha... ^o^

Note #13

The surface of life will peel off today,

revealing foggy mysteries and imagination running rampant.

Enjoy the gothic overtones

and let your dreams become realities

with a little romance and a little creativity.

Weird goodness abounds.

COUNTING DOWN....

Oh my god!!! I'm getting older soon.....

*SAD* *SAD*

Hope i can stay 18yrs old Every Year......

For all girls age is very important to us...

and everyone hope they can stay young and pretty ForEver.........

Encouragement

When you are feeling down,
Take a deep Breathe,
Give yourself time to RECOVER,
and then ...
... BOUNCE back on track!

YoU r MaDe JusT FoR mE

My LoVe foR yOu wiLL aLwAys Be
As VibRant aS tHe sUrgLing SeA
siNce I was mAde fOr yOu tO LoVe
And yOu wErE mAde By tHe LoRd
To ShaRe wiTh mE in eVerY Way.
A LoVe thaT FloWers daY by Day.
AmEn!

Note #12

Just like a chemist combining different solutions,

can be a catalyst for transformation.

Reality will mold to your specifications if you use your hidden talents and approach change with a creative,

deft playfulness.

This Sat, afternoon, late afternoon, evening, nite...

Jus reach home after a long long day staying outside with frens....
i went swimming, collect thing, shopping, coffee, dinner and dessert.....

this morning ard 5 plus was raining heavily...
I thot, siao liao... suntan later goin to cancel....
But when the time i wake up to work... rain stop... Heng ar..
Aft work straight away to my cousin hse to meet DA SHAN & DA SHU there...

After swimming i went down town to collect something, after my collection meet xiang, celest and afew frens of them @ taka... but we went paragon coffeebean...for coffee...

oh...yea!!! went we're goin back taka for our dinner... when after i cross the road... I SAW him...heng ar... i think he never saw me...

so we went for our xiao long bao.... then after dinner meet jamie, then we went coffee club for my dessert.....


Pic taken jus now....

Gal's Day...

Note #11

A surge of self-confidence means

you're more easily able to express yourself,

especially when it comes to personal matters.

Go ahead and tell your mate what's been on your mind.

They'll be ready to hear you.

Hide and seek....

I think i'm playing Hide and Seek with someone....haha...

I can comfirm that, that person is F**King angry with me....

But i don't care....

At this time i still haven sleep....

i'm still thinking something else....

tomolo sat liao....

plan going to my cousin hse tomolo....

With Joyce Da shen and of cos Derz Da shu ,

we're going swimming , suntan and steam bath at my cousin hse....

shoik shoik.... hahaha......

Hope tomolo wont RAIN..... so i can tan myself....

ok it time for me to go bed.....

cos mr chow is calling me to bed.....

Zzzz..... Zzzzz....

REMINDER TO ALL MY FRENS OUT....

remember to make urself free for next sat

is my BIG DAY hor,

and i also can't write so clearly now...

cos tat day i find out something

"Someone"

is reading my blog too....

Watever he wan to say me or scold me...

i'm ok with it!!!

anyway i just hack care...

this is wat he wants ME to DO...

Right!!!

Note #10

The True measure of compatibility is not

The Year spent Together

But how good you are for each other....

猪小弟....call me!!!!

Just now 猪小弟 call me!!!!

Opps... forget to intro 猪小弟 his mine cousin......
I use to call him this when he was a small boy & he called me as small 姐姐 too... haha!! ^_^ What a special nick we gave to each other.....

HERE's Pic of my 猪小弟
when he was small....

opps.... No.. no.. no..

R.A Pls...

he... for sure will kill me for this pic...

hahaha...But So cute... he is.. right!!!

back to what we had say just now :

猪小弟 : Hello... may i speak to "Small 姐姐"

Small 姐姐 : Erm... who r u??? haha..

猪小弟 : I'm zhen hong lah...

Small 姐姐 : 猪小弟 huh... ya hor , only you'll call me this hor... haha.. Yes... wat can i help you??

猪小弟 : R U free on 18 DEC 2005

Small 姐姐 : Y?? u wan to date me itzi... hahaha...

猪小弟 : ya.. want to date u can..

Small 姐姐 : r u sure...

猪小弟 : erm.. actually my church is having a event,

(( A @%$& dinner so thought of bring you and qing ru go))

Small 姐姐 : er.. ok lor... but u bring two of us go CAN meh!!!

猪小弟 : of cos can... is a normal dinner lah... don't worry ok...

Small 姐姐 : chey...i thought u really want to date me... haha... But he actually know i'm afraid of going church...I Think You Better go and ask that Qing Ru 1st...

She's same as you, both are always so busy... But u BOTH still own me a treat... haha...

猪小弟 : okok...i'll try to find her...

Small 姐姐 : Wat??? try.... U must!!! ok!!!

猪小弟 : so u confirm going??? huh..

Small 姐姐 : no problem... i can go ok.... but u better remind me again!!! In case i forget it?? ok.. You're very xin Fu right.. cos bring the 2 of us go.. haha..

猪小弟 : ya...very xin fu.. s:

Small 姐姐 : of cos.... haha.. ^.^

猪小弟 : don't worry.. i'll will remind u again..

Small 姐姐 : ok lor...byebye!! takecare!!

猪小弟 : u too!!!

this 猪小弟 huh..

u know wat happen anot, few yrs back..

i thot, i'm going to lose this cousin

one suddenly nite my aunt called my mum

said he's in ICU..

he kana beat by a group of gangster @ CCK..

he's with a group of fren too..

actually is his frens pulling him to this trouble..

lucky he's fine now..

but he take very long time to recovery too..

when the time i hear he's in trouble and in ICU..

my tear really drop...and i'm so worry..

i when to see him...

he still can say Small 姐姐

don't worry 我没是..

heng ar...he now really 没是..

Here's another sad story,

Is happen to my Dear Fren..

Yiyao... he's not so lucky, like my cousin still can leave on now...

But He CAN'T... just too suddenly he pass away...

in the 1st place we cant believe this was true..

My cousin was totally break down...

it has been aready 1 year plus... after he left us...

althought he left....

but the memories of our friendship will stay forever....

Past few nite...i had a same Dreams...

It really weird lor....the past few nite i had a same dreams......

i saw That person in my Dream...i also dun know "WHY".....

Hope later i wont dream of him again...pls.....

haha....today Wed liao,,,,,weekend coming so0n....

My favor curry chicken....

grandma..Cook curry tonite....

yummy so nice and of cos damn hot too...

my supper also curry too...with rocket 面包..
you all should know curry goes with 面包 How it taste!!!

taste damn good....lol!!

Pic no.1

Pic no.2

Note #9

Love can make you HAPPY...

But often it HURTS,

But Love is only special when you give it to SOMEONE who is Really WORTH it......

红鸡蛋...

My papa ,this morning specially make for me 4 红鸡蛋 cos today is my chinese 生日... so sweeeet he is..... thanks Daddy I love you.....

althought sometime i'm really very fierce to him...

but he still love & care for me alot....

我的红鸡蛋!!!

I'm so touch!!!

Oh no...I'm getting older...

Haiz...time past so fast.....

my 1st weekend for nov...

suntan lor...Yes!! Yes!!! the sun is comin out!!

YTD afternoon...meet joyce @ tampines ,we take bus no.969 all the way down to yishun to meet our DAO TAO KATHY.... for our sport day...
heng ar the rain stopped...can go suntan... After suntan we went to NorthPoint for our dinner..haha...dinner finish we went to causeway point for our LALALA session @ partyworld....

SOME pic..Taken Ytd...

I was here...

Is time for dinner...

My whole SUNday was wasted haha.....this afternoon was damn hot should go suntan again...but my whole body was damn pain...

show you all some pic taken by me...

LOOK AT THE SKY.......

wat happen??

the sun make me melt....

I'm having my supper now.....

sunday going to over soon....

tomolo is a new day....

tomolo was my chinese birthday...

Happy birthday to myself...

i was born on 21/11/1982 &

my chinese was 十月初六 (is tomolo)

GOOD NEWS for today....

This afternoon, mum saw me...

So she ask me to do something for her...

Guess what she ask me to do??? haha..

SHE want me to...

take 4D for her [[cos tomolo is my Chinese Bday..]]

at nite when the 4D result is out..

the number take came out..

but she only win $12 only.. haha..

Note #8

Can i ask???

What is Life???

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,

But by the moments that take our breath away......

another sport day

@ work now later going BBQ myself with joyce , kathy & some kat frens....but now start to rain over here...
how to go suntan without sun light ,oh my god ....haiz...

rain rain go away...

if not,
no more sport day...

娃娃

词：施立 曲：林世贤

雾来啦 雾来啦 娃娃哭啦
想爸爸 想妈妈 想要回家
雾来啦 雾来啦 天色暗啦

星发光 心发慌 没有方向

嘿呀 嘿呀 谁能给我力量
路漫长 爱漫长 带我回家

不要怕 不要怕 我的娃娃
一朵花 一粒砂 就是天涯

不要怕 不要怕 赶快长大
等太阳 的光芒 带来希望

雾散啦 雾散啦 娃娃笑啦
听爸爸 听妈妈 唱歌说话

雾散啦 雾散啦 天色亮啦
看阳光 的方向 就有希望

嘿呀 嘿呀 谁能给我力量
路漫长 爱漫长 带我回家

嘿呀 嘿呀 爱能给我力量
路漫长 爱漫长 我们回家

不得不爱

baby 不得不爱 否则快乐从可而来
不得不爱 不知快乐从何而来
不得不爱 放下悲伤从何而来
不得不爱 否则我就失去未来
好象什么都过得很失败 但是生活一样过的精彩
天天都需要你爱 我的心只有你在
i love you 我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把他挂嘴边 什么是真爱
i love you 我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把他挂嘴边 什么是真爱
到底要几分钟比小心更快
会不会有一点无奈 会不会有一点太快
可是你给我的爱 让我养成了依赖
心中充满爱的节拍 天天都需要你爱
我的心随有你在
i love you 我就是要你让我每天都精彩

我怎么忘得了你

放着爱情在你手里
烧成灰烬
却不愿死心
想要追寻
一点一滴
就像是一场老电影
以为不停反复回忆
能挽救支离破碎的过去

我承认我根本忘不了你
因为你早就走入我生命
所有关于你的记忆
过了一世纪还是那么清晰

我忘记自己也忘不了你
你早已离去我还停在这里
纪念我们的爱情

放着思念烧在心里
灼伤自己
爱流进了血液更难分离
多不愿意
看着你冷漠的离去
只能假装自己可以
失去你还好好的活下去

眼看爱情已成过去
我是输的如此彻底
失去了你却还忘不了你
你就这样深深刻在我心里
我怎么忘得了你

words #7

Take care of yourself.

Don't wait for someone to take care of you.

You light up your life.

You drive yourself to your destination.

No one completes you - except YOU.

A uneasy day...

is really a uneasy day for me...after so many days off....haiz....
this morning i almost cant get up...

and now i'm at work....

tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock

how i hope, i can turn the time to 5.55 pm now...
so tat i can knock off...hahaha...

but too bad is only 12 pm i still have to wait for another 6 hours to go...
tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock

Oh my god!! i feel so sleepy....and tired..

New WORDS..

小白 脸 = TOY'S BOY

went party with my dao tao no.1

Just now last mins went Double O

with my "dao tao no.1 kathy" is a ladies nite....

Saw many fren there too... But the nite was so pack....haiz...

and the music there was F++King boring...

SO we went off very early for our supper & some chat too...haha...

Jus reach home awhile....

so long never meet my dao tao no.1 really miss her alot...haha..

not forget i also miss my dao tao no.2 "JOYCE" where have u been i miss you too..heehee..

I been so busy....

i need to miss & love so many people..

and keep looking for beautiful people around me....

but there is still some EVIL people around me too...

"u all should know who i mean"...haha..

he said i'm just acting busy...

anyway...is ok for me!! cos i hack care...

Nevermind i forgive and forget!!!

halloween part 2..

some more scary pic.....

hahaha...i'm at home now...upload all past few days pic taken at zouk & zone.....today no need to work...long holiday for me yeah!!!!

erm....tonite dun know wat prog again haha.....

just wake up but still feel so sleepy...going bed again...haha..

i'm getting more and more lazy liao...

halloween nite..

Last was halloween nite....went party at zouk....with some frens...saw git over there too...the Q there so long....but i get in too...haha..

some scary pic taken @ zouk :

Wedding dinner..New zouk..Supper....

Pic before my hair is done...

Pic After my hair is done...

is dinner time..


Last nite was hui shan wedding dinner....

@ Miramar Hotel after dinner we all went "Zouk" .....

Guess : we're goin there by walking ??

Pic taken after the dinner but before we walk to zouk.... ^.^

Me and regina...

we are ready to go zouk...

heehee...i'm at zouk toliet..

than T2 , taiwei and a group of stylo milo people was there also... heehee..

yeah!! yeah!! i got transport home lol... EVO9 again yeah!!

went off ard 2.55am, wat time is it.. is supper time.. before we headed River Valley for our famous 5 Stars chicken rice.. of cos we went to fetch li zhen.. actually i'm meeting her after 3am at devil's.. but i am real tired..so never go and dun have the mood to cheong..cos i wearing a black tube dress "CANT dance" so well...heehee ^.^

okok...let talk abt the food there, wow really nice especially the chill sauce...shiok!! and but pls dun try the lime juice.. but for those who just come back from cludding, Can try this cos it will make u awake after drinking..haha... after supper went home..inside the car half way sending lizhen i fell asleep...haha... haha...

Heavy raining still go for Supper

It was heavy raining Just now,
but i still went for a supper..

dun know is raining or wat,
i feel so hungry that why i eat alot..
haha...

The BBQ Wing was so nice...and hokkien mee..

now is still raining...the weather so cold...

haha.. my bed is calling to sleep..Zzzz... Zzzz...

good nite...

Weird..

天啊 ....

Look at this..

Make a Guess who's mouth ???

haha....

《《我真的怕了》》

我说得再多 又能证明什么不过 不过 更加寂寞你很迷惑 我很无措这些混乱悲喜值不值得
*你的不快乐 不会是你的错是我 是我 还缺点什么曾经给过你的承诺一个一个回头嘲笑
# 我真的怕了 真的怕了靠近你 远离你 都错你的温柔背后 藏的心事难懂仿佛我们爱得很堕落我真的怕了 真的怕了面对你 背对你 都痛挡不住的脆弱 终于打败了我真的怕了 爱不属于我

maybe...i'll dress myself..

Look ,No.1

Lottie

Look No.2

School Time Sad Gal

Look No.3
Hush

Maybe i'm goin to dress like this for

halloween nite...

Our queen Bday..

Today is our queen Birthday.... 我亲爱的妈妈 生日快乐, Happy Birthday to you !!! We went shopping together just now... and i'm the one keep paying and paying... cos is her birthday...must make her happy... But i feel so sorry earlier...i throw my temper on her again... Sometimes i can be so soft hearted and also stubborn never listen to what people's trying to say... jus now mum did ask me something..about him again?? After hearing what she has trying to ask... i just keep silent.... dun feel to tok anymore..... HELLO !!!! Prove to urself, say u CAN....AND u really CAN !!!!