My NeW tOyS....

just reach home.. today went town meet joyce for awhile then meet laixiang, tao, jamie, ham, hui, JJ .. so happy today i get myself some new toy...really enjoy alot..have alot of nice food.. opps i think i'm putting weight again.. haha.. after orchard went shin bar wif MiZ Jamie... heehee..

some pic taken jus now...

Xiang & Me

The 3 of US

Jamie & Me

Me & Xiang

Mr TAO & me

Me

me & Miss JamieHere's My NEW TOY!!

See...

SO CUTE...

super heng..

Just finish meeting..heng, i never kana butter by my boss.....

super De Heng...cause i Make a Big BIG bIG mistake...

thot i'll kana fire.. heng never...haha..

later need to go Top up my stock...

also need help joyce Top up hers too...haha..

but i cant say the thing here.. and let pray that i wont see him there...

heehee....one more hour to go...then i go knock off liao...yeah!!!

Yes.. yes.. friday lol...

HaPpY!!! tomolo mayb date my tao dao, Lai xiang or Miz Jamie...

I'm going town tomolo noon who wan to follow me.... can call me... okie!!!

goin town to get some X'mas present... ding tong bell!!! ding tong bell!!

Tis evening....

someone jio me out tis evening...Heng ar... tat i never go...
if i go i'm sure i'll Broke again...haha...
she went shopping... she get a TOP cost her $$130++ siao rite
Tope only lei.... haha... :)

RE : I'm totally piss off with someone.....

LAST NITE

last nite go 飘 wif my fren, before we go 飘,

went east coast... for some chat... after chatting... it time to 飘 liao...

U noe wat happen..on my way home, drive by someone hse ...

and i saw HIM!! SUay!! he was standing @ the road side..

Kaoz Like tat also can...

Hmm... ard 12plus if i'm not wrong...

reach hm 1plus..

dun noe why i really cant slp,

MaybeI'mStillVeryAngryAbtThisMorningThings...

ButHowDareHimScoldMeBitch...

HeReallyHateMeAlot...

AnywayHeAreadySayI'mABitchRite..

Okie..I'llMakeSureIBeARealBitch..

Last slp at 4 plus.. So Tired now...

counting time...

TickTickTickTickTick....

HO HO HO!!! who's comin to town??

Silent night

Holy night

All is calm

All is bright

Round yon virgin

Mother and Child

Holy infant

So tender and mild

Sleep in heavenly peace

Sleep in heavenly peace

Silent night

Holy night

Shepherds quake

At the sight

Glory streams

From heaven afar

Heavenly hosts

Sing alleluia

Christ the Savior is born

Christ the Savior is born

#$%&^* NaBay...

F**K!!!
Someone scolded me "bitch" this morning!!!
If I'm a BITCH... then What U think u ARE... U R Bastard!!!

HE..威胁 me,

He say : Dun force him....He'll write nonsense in my blog...

But i never reply him!!

Me : Oh!! Thanks for scolding me Bitch!!
Anyway i dun care, Watever u wan to write... Jus write lah...

I HATE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO 威胁 ME!!!

note #18

No one has ever accused you of being lazy,

and no one ever will.

No one in their right mind, anyway.

Those who know and love you have also seen how you get when you're really intent on finishing something.

《黑色毛衣》

一件黑色毛衣 两个人的回忆
雨过之后更难忘记 忘记我还爱你
你不用在意 流泪也只想刚好合意
我早已经待在谷底 我知道不能再留住你
也知道不能没有孤寂
感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽
看着那白色的蜻蜓 在空中忘了前进
还能不能重新编织 脑海中起毛球的记忆
再说我爱你
可能雨也不会停 黑色毛衣
藏在那里 就让回忆永远停在那里

Note #17

You're in the mood for straight talk; nothing more,

nothing less and certainly nothing else.

So heaven help anyone who decides to try to embellish,

exaggerate or lavish you with unnecessary details to subtly win you over to their side.

First of all, you know all about subtlety -

- you wrote the book on it -

- and you know when you're being worked.

You'll recognize the signs immediately,

and you won't hesitate to offer them some helpful (okay, and blunt)

hints on how to do this right.

Happy Birthday to me!!!

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To ME!!!

nano nano..

HERE's mine white Nano....

爱心果动....

I've finish eating all the 爱心果动 done by Joyce!!! and of cos i love the bikini u bought for me...
Ok lah..NO more " ENERGY " Bikini again... haha..
谢谢你!!! I'm so touch...

HERE's

She's the one, who make 爱心果动 for me!!!

Traffic Light for tonite...

2nd Round for tonite...haha... went fisherman with my cousin. apple, seng & staly for our 2nd round.... haha

PiC of us :

My Bday Celebrate at Home..

Celebrate my 23th Birthday At home with all my Fellow Frens & family .... I've a wonderful nite!!! I'm so HaPpy & ToUcH....
Of cos my homemake chill....Super Hot!!! haha....
Tonite party is just like my 21th Bday like that... haha!!

it's 2yrs back... Time really past... But i've same the feeling....

of cos i get so many present from them and ang bao too...
and of cos "SOMEONE" specially make guo dong for me only...

Thank you to everyone who came my Hse for dinner jus now...

Hope U all really enjoy the dinner... Opps..& also hope tomolo all of u wont run toilet after eating the food i prepare...But must TRUST me, wont run toilet wan... :S

Pic taken Just now....

Pic no.1

It's eating Time!!

My Bday Steamboat!!!

My 2nd Bday Cake for this year....

Me with my YELLOW Balloon...

Miz Jamie & Miz Yellow

Tonite We short of One Flower again!!

Haiz... :(

Yes!! they're my man for tonite!! heehee..

so many surprise....

Just now after work went novena meet my 2 cousin,

they celebrate my 23th bday for me....and i'm really very touch....

they really plan alot of surprise for me..

So touching.. Touch till my tear going to drop...

Thank U to my two fellow cousin==>Zhen hong'zhu xiao di' & qing ru....

so sweeeet they are.... I Love them alot....

We had our very full dinner at novena after that we went orchard coffee club for some drink and chat... chat about GOD!! , man and woman....
and one of them are 大男人 another are 大女人...haha..
then me is a normal 小女人...
have alot fun today...and i'm very happy....

all of us, We're cousin!!!

tats ME!! the BIRTHDAY girl..

Make a wish

1 2 3 Blow....

me and my flower..

qin ru and me...

me and zhu xiao di...

Note #16

You're in a woozy,

dreamy frame of mind and (more importantly) heart.

This stuff is potent -- and magnetic,

too -- so a certain someone could be in the mood to hang out with you at your place.

Don't say you're busy,

and don't run away from intimate conversations.

You've got to invest time and energy if you want to build something that's truly long-lasting -- which you do.

Open yourself up.

Note #15

Memories are meant to be kept silent....

dating with my DEAR cousin...

Tomolo i'm meeting my 2 cousin zhu xiao di and qing ru....hahaha..... we're going for dinner... dun know where they bring me to also...

been so long never see them, miss them...

My birthday coming...yeah!!!

but i also sian cause at work place i damn suay...haiz...

everything goes badly...haiz...

still dun know how to tel my boss...

but tomolo i have to go office to FACE it!!!

i must be strong.....STress Stress!!!!

this jobs really kill me....

Note #14

If you say goodbye to someone now,

regardless of whether it's a friend, lover, relationship or habit,

well, let's just say you won't take it lightly.

In fact, you won't be willing to take anything back at the moment not an action, a word or even a gesture.

So when you get a surprised stare instead of an actual response,

don't be upset.

They're just not as prepared for this as you are.

Best Newcomer

Jay Chou..

Best Newcomer in

Golden Horse Award 2005..

This Year i WONT get Drunk.

*SAD* This Year NO Alcohol for me!!!! *SAD*

I Really miss the taste of :

• Vodka Rebina,
• Vodka Orange,
• Vodka 7-Up,
• Tequila shots,
• Tequila Pop,
• Beer
• Chivas with Green Tea...
• more....

I miss them so much...Cause i cant Touch "Alcohol" for half year.....

I Feel so Terrible crazy for them ... ^.^

But good Thing is I wont get drunk for this year...huh huh....

This Sat, I'm going to prepare foods,

for all my fellow frens...

coming to my Party...

No clubbing but only dinner AT ba..ba..ba..

I will be the "Cook" for that nite...

But Don't worry hor... you all wont run toilet want...

MUST Trust me... Okie!!
haha...haha... ^o^

Note #13

The surface of life will peel off today,

revealing foggy mysteries and imagination running rampant.

Enjoy the gothic overtones

and let your dreams become realities

with a little romance and a little creativity.

Weird goodness abounds.

COUNTING DOWN....

Oh my god!!! I'm getting older soon.....

*SAD* *SAD*

Hope i can stay 18yrs old Every Year......

For all girls age is very important to us...

and everyone hope they can stay young and pretty ForEver.........

Encouragement

When you are feeling down,
Take a deep Breathe,
Give yourself time to RECOVER,
and then ...
... BOUNCE back on track!

YoU r MaDe JusT FoR mE

My LoVe foR yOu wiLL aLwAys Be
As VibRant aS tHe sUrgLing SeA
siNce I was mAde fOr yOu tO LoVe
And yOu wErE mAde By tHe LoRd
To ShaRe wiTh mE in eVerY Way.
A LoVe thaT FloWers daY by Day.
AmEn!

Note #12

Just like a chemist combining different solutions,

can be a catalyst for transformation.

Reality will mold to your specifications if you use your hidden talents and approach change with a creative,

deft playfulness.

This Sat, afternoon, late afternoon, evening, nite...

Jus reach home after a long long day staying outside with frens....
i went swimming, collect thing, shopping, coffee, dinner and dessert.....

this morning ard 5 plus was raining heavily...
I thot, siao liao... suntan later goin to cancel....
But when the time i wake up to work... rain stop... Heng ar..
Aft work straight away to my cousin hse to meet DA SHAN & DA SHU there...

After swimming i went down town to collect something, after my collection meet xiang, celest and afew frens of them @ taka... but we went paragon coffeebean...for coffee...

oh...yea!!! went we're goin back taka for our dinner... when after i cross the road... I SAW him...heng ar... i think he never saw me...

so we went for our xiao long bao.... then after dinner meet jamie, then we went coffee club for my dessert.....


Pic taken jus now....

Gal's Day...

Note #11

A surge of self-confidence means

you're more easily able to express yourself,

especially when it comes to personal matters.

Go ahead and tell your mate what's been on your mind.

They'll be ready to hear you.

Hide and seek....

I think i'm playing Hide and Seek with someone....haha...

I can comfirm that, that person is F**King angry with me....

But i don't care....

At this time i still haven sleep....

i'm still thinking something else....

tomolo sat liao....

plan going to my cousin hse tomolo....

With Joyce Da shen and of cos Derz Da shu ,

we're going swimming , suntan and steam bath at my cousin hse....

shoik shoik.... hahaha......

Hope tomolo wont RAIN..... so i can tan myself....

ok it time for me to go bed.....

cos mr chow is calling me to bed.....

Zzzz..... Zzzzz....

REMINDER TO ALL MY FRENS OUT....

remember to make urself free for next sat

is my BIG DAY hor,

and i also can't write so clearly now...

cos tat day i find out something

"Someone"

is reading my blog too....

Watever he wan to say me or scold me...

i'm ok with it!!!

anyway i just hack care...

this is wat he wants ME to DO...

Right!!!

Note #10

The True measure of compatibility is not

The Year spent Together

But how good you are for each other....

猪小弟....call me!!!!

Just now 猪小弟 call me!!!!

Opps... forget to intro 猪小弟 his mine cousin......
I use to call him this when he was a small boy & he called me as small 姐姐 too... haha!! ^_^ What a special nick we gave to each other.....

HERE's Pic of my 猪小弟
when he was small....

opps.... No.. no.. no..

R.A Pls...

he... for sure will kill me for this pic...

hahaha...But So cute... he is.. right!!!

back to what we had say just now :

猪小弟 : Hello... may i speak to "Small 姐姐"

Small 姐姐 : Erm... who r u??? haha..

猪小弟 : I'm zhen hong lah...

Small 姐姐 : 猪小弟 huh... ya hor , only you'll call me this hor... haha.. Yes... wat can i help you??

猪小弟 : R U free on 18 DEC 2005

Small 姐姐 : Y?? u wan to date me itzi... hahaha...

猪小弟 : ya.. want to date u can..

Small 姐姐 : r u sure...

猪小弟 : erm.. actually my church is having a event,

(( A @%$& dinner so thought of bring you and qing ru go))

Small 姐姐 : er.. ok lor... but u bring two of us go CAN meh!!!

猪小弟 : of cos can... is a normal dinner lah... don't worry ok...

Small 姐姐 : chey...i thought u really want to date me... haha... But he actually know i'm afraid of going church...I Think You Better go and ask that Qing Ru 1st...

She's same as you, both are always so busy... But u BOTH still own me a treat... haha...

猪小弟 : okok...i'll try to find her...

Small 姐姐 : Wat??? try.... U must!!! ok!!!

猪小弟 : so u confirm going??? huh..

Small 姐姐 : no problem... i can go ok.... but u better remind me again!!! In case i forget it?? ok.. You're very xin Fu right.. cos bring the 2 of us go.. haha..

猪小弟 : ya...very xin fu.. s:

Small 姐姐 : of cos.... haha.. ^.^

猪小弟 : don't worry.. i'll will remind u again..

Small 姐姐 : ok lor...byebye!! takecare!!

猪小弟 : u too!!!

this 猪小弟 huh..

u know wat happen anot, few yrs back..

i thot, i'm going to lose this cousin

one suddenly nite my aunt called my mum

said he's in ICU..

he kana beat by a group of gangster @ CCK..

he's with a group of fren too..

actually is his frens pulling him to this trouble..

lucky he's fine now..

but he take very long time to recovery too..

when the time i hear he's in trouble and in ICU..

my tear really drop...and i'm so worry..

i when to see him...

he still can say Small 姐姐

don't worry 我没是..

heng ar...he now really 没是..

Here's another sad story,

Is happen to my Dear Fren..

Yiyao... he's not so lucky, like my cousin still can leave on now...

But He CAN'T... just too suddenly he pass away...

in the 1st place we cant believe this was true..

My cousin was totally break down...

it has been aready 1 year plus... after he left us...

althought he left....

but the memories of our friendship will stay forever....

Past few nite...i had a same Dreams...

It really weird lor....the past few nite i had a same dreams......

i saw That person in my Dream...i also dun know "WHY".....

Hope later i wont dream of him again...pls.....

haha....today Wed liao,,,,,weekend coming so0n....

My favor curry chicken....

grandma..Cook curry tonite....

yummy so nice and of cos damn hot too...

my supper also curry too...with rocket 面包..
you all should know curry goes with 面包 How it taste!!!

taste damn good....lol!!

Pic no.1

Pic no.2

Note #9

Love can make you HAPPY...

But often it HURTS,

But Love is only special when you give it to SOMEONE who is Really WORTH it......

红鸡蛋...

My papa ,this morning specially make for me 4 红鸡蛋 cos today is my chinese 生日... so sweeeet he is..... thanks Daddy I love you.....

althought sometime i'm really very fierce to him...

but he still love & care for me alot....

我的红鸡蛋!!!

I'm so touch!!!

Oh no...I'm getting older...

Haiz...time past so fast.....

my 1st weekend for nov...

suntan lor...Yes!! Yes!!! the sun is comin out!!

YTD afternoon...meet joyce @ tampines ,we take bus no.969 all the way down to yishun to meet our DAO TAO KATHY.... for our sport day...
heng ar the rain stopped...can go suntan... After suntan we went to NorthPoint for our dinner..haha...dinner finish we went to causeway point for our LALALA session @ partyworld....

SOME pic..Taken Ytd...

I was here...

Is time for dinner...

My whole SUNday was wasted haha.....this afternoon was damn hot should go suntan again...but my whole body was damn pain...

show you all some pic taken by me...

LOOK AT THE SKY.......

wat happen??

the sun make me melt....

I'm having my supper now.....

sunday going to over soon....

tomolo is a new day....

tomolo was my chinese birthday...

Happy birthday to myself...

i was born on 21/11/1982 &

my chinese was 十月初六 (is tomolo)

GOOD NEWS for today....

This afternoon, mum saw me...

So she ask me to do something for her...

Guess what she ask me to do??? haha..

SHE want me to...

take 4D for her [[cos tomolo is my Chinese Bday..]]

at nite when the 4D result is out..

the number take came out..

but she only win $12 only.. haha..

Note #8

Can i ask???

What is Life???

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,

But by the moments that take our breath away......

another sport day

@ work now later going BBQ myself with joyce , kathy & some kat frens....but now start to rain over here...
how to go suntan without sun light ,oh my god ....haiz...

rain rain go away...

if not,
no more sport day...

娃娃

词：施立 曲：林世贤

雾来啦 雾来啦 娃娃哭啦
想爸爸 想妈妈 想要回家
雾来啦 雾来啦 天色暗啦

星发光 心发慌 没有方向

嘿呀 嘿呀 谁能给我力量
路漫长 爱漫长 带我回家

不要怕 不要怕 我的娃娃
一朵花 一粒砂 就是天涯

不要怕 不要怕 赶快长大
等太阳 的光芒 带来希望

雾散啦 雾散啦 娃娃笑啦
听爸爸 听妈妈 唱歌说话

雾散啦 雾散啦 天色亮啦
看阳光 的方向 就有希望

嘿呀 嘿呀 谁能给我力量
路漫长 爱漫长 带我回家

嘿呀 嘿呀 爱能给我力量
路漫长 爱漫长 我们回家

不得不爱

baby 不得不爱 否则快乐从可而来
不得不爱 不知快乐从何而来
不得不爱 放下悲伤从何而来
不得不爱 否则我就失去未来
好象什么都过得很失败 但是生活一样过的精彩
天天都需要你爱 我的心只有你在
i love you 我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把他挂嘴边 什么是真爱
i love you 我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把他挂嘴边 什么是真爱
到底要几分钟比小心更快
会不会有一点无奈 会不会有一点太快
可是你给我的爱 让我养成了依赖
心中充满爱的节拍 天天都需要你爱
我的心随有你在
i love you 我就是要你让我每天都精彩

我怎么忘得了你

放着爱情在你手里
烧成灰烬
却不愿死心
想要追寻
一点一滴
就像是一场老电影
以为不停反复回忆
能挽救支离破碎的过去

我承认我根本忘不了你
因为你早就走入我生命
所有关于你的记忆
过了一世纪还是那么清晰

我忘记自己也忘不了你
你早已离去我还停在这里
纪念我们的爱情

放着思念烧在心里
灼伤自己
爱流进了血液更难分离
多不愿意
看着你冷漠的离去
只能假装自己可以
失去你还好好的活下去

眼看爱情已成过去
我是输的如此彻底
失去了你却还忘不了你
你就这样深深刻在我心里
我怎么忘得了你

words #7

Take care of yourself.

Don't wait for someone to take care of you.

You light up your life.

You drive yourself to your destination.

No one completes you - except YOU.

A uneasy day...

is really a uneasy day for me...after so many days off....haiz....
this morning i almost cant get up...

and now i'm at work....

tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock

how i hope, i can turn the time to 5.55 pm now...
so tat i can knock off...hahaha...

but too bad is only 12 pm i still have to wait for another 6 hours to go...
tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock

Oh my god!! i feel so sleepy....and tired..

New WORDS..

小白 脸 = TOY'S BOY

went party with my dao tao no.1

Just now last mins went Double O

with my "dao tao no.1 kathy" is a ladies nite....

Saw many fren there too... But the nite was so pack....haiz...

and the music there was F++King boring...

SO we went off very early for our supper & some chat too...haha...

Jus reach home awhile....

so long never meet my dao tao no.1 really miss her alot...haha..

not forget i also miss my dao tao no.2 "JOYCE" where have u been i miss you too..heehee..

I been so busy....

i need to miss & love so many people..

and keep looking for beautiful people around me....

but there is still some EVIL people around me too...

"u all should know who i mean"...haha..

he said i'm just acting busy...

anyway...is ok for me!! cos i hack care...

Nevermind i forgive and forget!!!

halloween part 2..

some more scary pic.....

hahaha...i'm at home now...upload all past few days pic taken at zouk & zone.....today no need to work...long holiday for me yeah!!!!

erm....tonite dun know wat prog again haha.....

just wake up but still feel so sleepy...going bed again...haha..

i'm getting more and more lazy liao...

halloween nite..

Last was halloween nite....went party at zouk....with some frens...saw git over there too...the Q there so long....but i get in too...haha..

some scary pic taken @ zouk :