不值得

除了想你除了爱你

hu ~我什么什么都愿意

翻开日记整理心情

hu ~我真的真的想放弃

你始终没有爱过

你在敷衍我

一次一次忽略我的感受

我真的感到力不从心

无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫

不值得我考虑

不值得我爱过你

这种回忆不值得我提起

不值得想起

不值得哭泣

ha~这段感情早就应该放弃

早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹

这样的你不值得我恨你

不值得我为你坏了心情

ha~我决定不为你而毁了心

放弃爱你

**

真的不值得 ? ?

我真的真的想放弃 ! !

我在等奇迹 ....

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To All IN THE row......

oN 22 oCt HAPPY PUIDAY TO LAWRENCE

On 23OcT HaPpy BirthDAY to My Brother

oN 24 oCt HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Loti

On 25 OcT HaPpy BirthDAY to My Queen ( MA MA )

Dream

Dream away the tears in your eyes
Dream away your sorrows
Dream away all your goodbyes
Dream away tomorrow
I promise when the sun comes up
I promise i'll be true
And just like before the band starts to play
They always play your favorite tune
And dream awawy when everyone's gone
Dream away your grey skies tooo
Dream away and nothing is wrong
Dreams have wishes that are waiting for you
And up ahead the road is turning
Turning for you and me
And just like before
The band starts to play
Now there's that twinkle in your eye
And dream away　

im crazy over this...now!!!!!

She's Back!!!

Last nite, went airport to give my Dao Tao a Surprise !!!!!!
cause i really miss her so badly lor...
When she's not around there are so many things happen ....
hmmm....

Once she saw me.... She gave me a BIG hug !!!! thats make me feel so good man... haha
after fetching her liao, we went 85 Market makan....
while she's eating, she told me so many happening things over there...
Enough!!!!!!
I feel going tai pei right now..... haha
humph~~~
Anyway we're planning to go together next year...
so is time to start saving...
hahaha

Taipei....

I AM COMING SOON!!!!

梦会醒，请会灭
原来时间真的会消磨两个人的激情
为什么你选择放手
为什么你选择离开
不是说要一辈子在一起吗？
我们是曾经相爱过的
那时段快乐的日子
可爱情是这个世界上最坚贞
也是最不可靠的东西

时间过了，爱情淡了
相爱的人也就散了
若是缘尽也硬要牵扯
原本的美好就会成种束缚
变成个你我都困在其中的牢笼
我会无法呼吸的
你舍得看见我不自由吗？

退后

天空灰的像哭过

离开你以后

并没有更自由

酸酸的空气

守住我们的距离

一幕醉心的结局

像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记

找到了回忆

那笑容是傻气

你我的过去

被深深真的忘记

缺氧过后的爱情

存心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错

只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给的承诺

全被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错

只是放手比较好过

最美的爱情回忆里带去

*-LoVe FoR ThE DaY-*

[Never Say I Love You if U don't care. Never Talk about

feelings if they aren't really there. Never Touch A Life if

you mean to break a Heart. Never say U Will, if U don't

plan to start. Never look in the eye when all U do is lie.

The Cruellest thing a Guy can Do to a girl, is to Let Her

Fall In Love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall...]

try this!!

If your birthday is on......
February 9th ~ February 18th = Green
April 11th ~ April 20th = Silver
May 15th ~ May 24th = Gold
May 25th ~ June 3rd= Cream
June 4th ~ June 13th = Grey
June 14th ~ June 23rd = Maroon
October 4th ~ October 13th = Navy
October 14th ~ October 23rd = Silver
October 24th ~ November 11th = White
November 12th ~ November 21st = Gold
November 22nd ~ December 1st = Cream
December 2nd ~ December 11th = Grey
============================================

*GREEN*

You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy person, but sometimes you can hurt people's feelings by your words... You like to be loved and noticed by your lover, but mostly you are single, waiting for the right person.

*NAVY*

You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling towards everything. And very easily distracted. Once you get angry at someone, its hard for you to forgive them.

*WHITE*

You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and you don't react to things easily. You are different and sometimes weird, but everyone loves that in you.

*GREY*

You are attractive and active. You never hide your feelings and express everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up someone's day. You know what to say at the right time and you have good sense of humor.

*MAROON*

You are intelligent and know what's right. You like to make things go your way, which can sometimes cause trouble for not thinking about other people's feelings. But you're patient when it comes to love. Once you get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.

*CREAM*

Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very out going. You choose love carefully, and don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a long time.

*SILVER*
You are imaginative and fun, you love trying new things. You like to challenge yourself and you learn things easily, you're easy to talk to and you give good advice. When it comes to friendship, you find it hard to trust someone, but once you find the right friend, you trust them forever.

*GOLD*

You know what's right and what's wrong. You are cheerful and out going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

===========================

After reading this test... i found mine quite True!!

ugly yellow tear out!!!!!! again~~~

Darling Jamie look pretty in this pic.....

but

Yellow...

look,

SAD & ugly~~~~~

Yellow is a cry baby....

haiz...

pic taken on fri nite....

hangover~~~

poor me....
i hangover on fri nite...
hahaha =S
it been such a long time...
when was the last time i hanging over...
anyway have to thanks those people and also those old idiot fox..(trying to act fool infront of me).. haha... ",
hope i dun see them next week...
let's pray...

Ytd i didnt eat much food....
cause all i taste is just like all the vomit thing... er~~ er~~
i hate it.....
went chalet after that went home n rest... actually meeting a long lost fren brother bradon...
but end up, i put him kite... hahhaa...
anyway... got chance want lah...

i feel everythings just so weird~~~ & far apart~~~
wat happen~~~
why?
maybe my mood swinging again...
fark it lah....

R U READY!!!!

CHUT TIOS LIAO~~~~~~

OKie!!
is time to get ready liao...

Joyce!!!!!!!!

How i wish u're here right now !!!!!!

there are something i dun knw what to do...

and

we really need you NOW !!!!!

Wat if,

How i wish
I never ever met you again....
see i met u again...
ya,
u treat me well..
but at time u're
just hurting me too...(u didnt knw tat at all)

only think of yourself...
why ? why ?
Human really can be selfish...
only think of themselve...
they just never,
care how's other thinking & how's other feeling at all...

must AS well, dun met & never met each other Again !!!!

i really meant it !!!

Wat if , i really never met u again...
it wont come with anymore this & that...
and
i will just CONTINUE living in my normal & silly & simple & happy world
without anything bother ME anymore....

Please dun use the word "bothering you" when did i bothering you..... u go n think about it lah~~~~~
I didnt at all !!!
haiz :(



L O V E

then

become

M I S S

then

become

H A T E

then

END
UP

become

U'RE
the
one
getting
HURT!!!



see u're hurting , URSELF AGAIN!!!!!!!

11 Things In Life

Definitely worth reading

1.
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone
and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
2.
A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it
was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
3.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on
a porch swing with, never say a word,
and then walk away feeling like it was the best
conversation you've ever had.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
4.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until
we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know
what we've been missing until it arrives.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
5.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
6.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for
wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes
only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
7.
Dream what you want to dream;
go where you want to
go; be what you want to be,
because you have only one life
and one chance to do all the things you want to do. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
8.
Always put yourself in the other's shoes.
If you feel that it hurts you,
it probably hurts the person too
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
9.
A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word
may wreck a life; a timely word
may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
10.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the
best of everything they just make the most of everything
that comes along their way.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
11.
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss,
ends with a tear.
When you were born,
you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

break down

My pc HaS being break down for so many month....
oh "super super man"
Please save my pc, make it alife again. Please!!!!


Ytd knock off ard 6plus... went home to take my pc and went to hougang... thanks zhi wei for sending my pc there and also send my fren to xin ming sch.....
anyway after sending him to the school. We went back to tampines to watch "Rob-B-Hood" in some part i almost tear out lor... last part was... funny... after the parent say they're baby name... I was thinking haiz... matthew again... :(

dinner was at foodcourt.. beef noodles..



Below is my poor finger which got cut ytd & this morning....

actually this morning i'm not feel well... but i push myself to work....
n now i really feel sick......

CLEAN UP

Now i know
why i am alway so broke liao ....
heehee
Sat nite,
Prog all came in last min.. Sian... so Never join them... sorry...
hello Aunite & Uncle, next time please let me know earlier dun last min leh.... hahaha ",
end up....
Another lonely & sadness SAT nite at home....
since i am very free, pull myself to clean up my room...
and i notice where i spend my money liao....




i got so many jeans,shirts, cloths, shoes, earings, handbags, red wines, vodka & more.....
so many many things liao....
i have to stop myself buying them anymore....
after packing everything..
STILL got some time before i light off.....
read my Advance Booker.... haiz... big time...

my sat i had a wedding lunch & went katong....

Sat we had a wedding lunch....
very funny n angry...
This wedding lunch suddenly everyone is wearing AH Go-go... hahaha
SO retro sia...
and also,
i was very angry & not very happy.... cos was arranged to sit with someone..that i dun lik.... hghfkjhjkfdhgkjsh




After the lunch, went Katong for coffee with san yi , uncle, ken , mum....






katong has changed alot....

uncle SAID,
this YI GE beef noodle very nice....
next time MUST try!!!!
hahaha

IM sorry!!!!

last fri,
I went for medi & pedi again @ hollywood nail....
it took me.... more then 3hours for doing my medi & pedi....
some more turn out not so nice...
"Very Disappointed"


sorry gals, keep u waiting ....

after finish my medi n pedi...
went home...
really cant stand the hazel....
Outside....


and also... thanks jamie for the pic...
Got ARROW somemore sia... wahaha...
not i never call u...
cos past few day, i dun feel talking...
suddenly i feel very down...
sorry....
maybe my mood is swinging again....

THIS IS

Gal...
below is
wat i called
"Sweet talk"
okie!!
hahaha ",

我试了!! but jus cant!!

我试了，但做不到
我尝试用时间来忘记你
用工作来困顿自己
用香烟来迷幻自己
用酒精麻醉自己

我用尽办法
你依然死死地刻在我心里
让我再爱你吧

100000000000000000000000000000000
x
MISS
YOU
!
!

爱恨消失前
用手温暖你的脸
我要证明我真的爱过你。。
我。。。。

真的好爱好爱你。。

One Way

I lay my life down at Your feet

You're the only one I need

I turn to You and You are always there

In troubled times it's You I seek

I put you first thats all I need

I humble all I am, All to you

One way, Jesus

You're the only one that I could live for

One way, Jesus

You're the only one that I could live for

You are always, always there

Every how and everywhere

Your grace abounds so deeply within me

You will never ever change

Yesterday today the same

Forever till forever meets no end

You are the Way, the Truth, and the Life

We live by faith and not by sight for You

We're living all for You

Yeah yeah yeah !!!

I'm not late anymore... I supposed to meet Darling 2pm at Far East but she was late....Hahaha...the reasons for being late because is suddenly heavy pouring... but lucky i went out early... and i reach there very early...

hmm... after i finish a cup sweet talk "honey milktea"

she's still not here yet...

while waiting for her,

i have nothing better to do at the bus-stop

suddenly out of a blue....

this song came in my mind...

waiting for you

i'm waiting for you....

i type this to sms her..

then she said i siao...

hahaha.... not finish yet...

still got more song came along my mind too...

forever love~~~~

forever love~~~~

ni bu zai~~~

ni bu zai~~~

Thank for Accompanied me to get my stuffss...

She bought 3 dress, 2 bag, a black top, a dvd, overall.... I spent $200 on that day itself... After shopping , we went to look for Ah soon HMV for some road show thing... somemore he want me help him get a huge mineral water..

After disturb ah soon for awhile... we went for some coffee at N.Y.D.C THOUGHT of having the pasta there... but WE're totally broke... so give up eating pasta...

just have a cup of coffee...

after drinking and talking... went for another round shopping...

then last head to our dinner...WANTON MEE...Yummy Yummy....

$2.80 only !!!!

BEfore we end the day...

pic of me & darling

We went home around 8.30pm..

In THe mrt... suddenly feel like going to my cousin hse...

then

loyang pray...

then

HOME SWEET HOME~~~~

Last thur went Toa Payoh

Met my two dao tao for buffet dinner at Sakura, Toa Payoh... on last thur...

MRS Chua where is my photo ? ? ? haha ", Please post in ur blog hor..... hahaha