Do u believe...

EVERLASTING LOVE...

什么是神?

什么是神?
神也是人,
不过他做了一些人所做不到的事..
所以他成为神...

weddin dinner....

Just now went for a wedding with my mum , ah ma, and all my auntie and my cousin,

AT Marina Mandarin, one of my cousin WEDDING....
than my mum cousin , i think we should call them ah yee and ah gu..ba..

GUESS :What the 1st thing they ask me...
When going to be urs turn... haha..

My reply : U have wait for many more year ba...
They ask : U got bf ?
My reply : No.. nobody want me.. ". haha..
They Say : U better dont choice too much...
Cos we're waiting for urs turn....

Joke for the nitez.....
my cousin bi, she ask her sis something funny,
tats make me and her sis ..luff till our head off...hahaha

Q : Is that orange guy her new bf????
Ans : Er....He was.... actually her brother lei...

then the three of us luff till siao...and everyone was looking at us...
Three of us is wearing black dress somemore....haha

here's one of my pic...taken jus now...

i really...

I HATE MYSELF.....

i meet joyce at tampines this noon...

Meet joyce and her derz....at tampines for coffee....
here what have we order :









and here's my caramel coffee chocolate cake....


it taste good...u all can try at coffee bean...lol..

good morning...but i'm sad!!

GOOD MORNING!!!

last nite i never sleep at all..
cos lizhen came my hse ard 4am plus...
We just finish play cards...& now she's on her way home...
BUT... i JUST cant sleep at all cos i find out somethings ytd...
IT make me FEEL so sad, so cant sleep AT aLL..

i'm very sad now... anyone know that...

HOW COME HE CAN GET OVER....AND WHY I CANT!!!

I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF COS I HATE THIS FEELING...
MAYBE I SHOULD LISTEN TO WHAT MY FRENS SAY NOT WORTH THINKING OF IT....

COS I STILL HAVE TO MOVE ON...

BUT SOMETIMES FEELING IS SO HARD TO CONTROL...

i'm so hurts...

i'm so hurts now... why u did this to me....
wat u wan me to do....
can you pls tel me...
u really very happy rite for hurting me again and again...

how can i get over?? i really dun know...
the pain still with me....

on a boring & lonely sat nite

on a boring & lonely sat nite,
with no place to go,
cos everyone , busy with they're own things..
and for me...
i'm very tired this few days...
bcos been doing OT...

last evening...

i saw matt*** sis...
while, i'm on my way home after work...

"" LoVe QuOtEs""

LoVe iS nOt AbOuT sOmEoNe mAkiNg yOu hApPy bUt iTs wHeN yOuR hApPy bEcAuSe oF sOmEoNe eVeN iF yOu gEt hUrT aNd sUfFeR fRoM pAiN bRoUgHt bY LoVe sTiLL yOu cAn cOnTiNuE bEcAuSe LoVe iS sO gReAt iT wiLL aLwAyS bE wOrTh aLL tHe hUrT…
Love is when you choose your heart over the head, like when you dare to walk on fire barefooted but never thought of the pain behind, it is when you take every risk then find comfort by saying ""it is all worth it""…
Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired. Be faithful in small things because it is in them thta your strength lies.

WHY????

Life is not treating me kind at this very moment. My mind is so tired of thinking & my heart is so tired of aching…Sometimes I can’t help but wonder why do I have to go through sooo many problems when I never harmed anyone or hurt anybody for that matter. I‘m not saying I’m perfect but I know I’m a nice person, in a way yes. If you treat me good I’ll do the same. So my question now is…Why???

Good And Evil

There never really is a clear cut answer for this one,a person would consider people who exercise acts of kindness,do charity work,donate to orphanages,etcetera as good,good people.On the other hand,people who lie,cheat,steal,kill,and all other "inhumane" acts as evil. For me,there really isn't any such thing as good or evil. People who donate to charities,do community service,lead an honest life,what if it's all just a front?A mask.Something they do to build a certain reputation for their own,personal gain? I despise liars,cheaters,thieves,but I understand that they have reason to do so.What if they lied to keep a certain reputation?What if they cheated for the good of their family/business/anything else connected?What if they stole to feed their family? Quote : A warrior doesn't know remorse for anything he has done,because to isolate one's acts as being mean,ugly,or evil is to place an unwarranted importance on the self. -Carlos Castaneda The world isn't black and white for me.The world is gray.Opposing forces/situations simply hold two sides of the same coin. There's a reason for everything.People do things for a certain purpose and that purpose may never be revealed to the public,but it really doesn't matter.I believe in the saying "the means justify the ends".Thus,I would do anything if it means I would get my satisfactory (if not extremely satisfactory) result.Even if it means going through "the extremes".Does that make me evil?You tell me.But then again,would it really matter? Quote : Don't pay any attention to critics.Don't even ignore them. - Samuel Goldwyn

i'm falling

Ah chew !!!!!!!
Ah chew !!!!!!!
oh no...
Think i'm sick again......
I hate SNEEZING..... & i'm COUGHING, too....& fever too....
cough cough cough cough......
ARRRRGHHHHH.....

GOOD NEWS

Regina Tan ,

her baby GIRL was born

ON 21/09/2005...

3.29pm

so happy....

fall in love...

We all want to fall in love. Why?Because that experience makes us feel completely alive,where every sense is heightened,and every emotion is magnified.Our everyday reality is shatteredand we are flung into the heavens.It may only last a moment, an hour, or an afternoon,but that doesn't diminish its value,because we are left with memoriesthat we treasure for the rest of our lives.

love...

Have you ever fallen in and out of love?
I don't actually remember where I read it,since I have pretty bad memory...but I read something about love knowing only two words : "you" and "forever".And I find it true.Love is a very complicated word,complex and one of the things in life that're difficult to understand.And that,what I read,just made it all simple.And it taught me to be more careful with those "three small words".
I don't think it's ever possible to love someone then not love them anymore.When I think of my exes,and how much I told them I loved them,then what I would say now is "I lied" since I don't feel that emotion for them anymore.So what was it all?That,I do not know.Perhaps it was all just an immature game that everyone gets to play with other people.Or a pretty illusion.The world is full of them after all.I never broke up with any of them for no good reason whatsoever such as them not arriving at a certain place on time or not calling up when they said they would...that's just plain immature.So one thing's for sure,I gave it all my best.At least I tried.And I can only hope they know that.
Back to topic,one can't love someone then just wake up one day and say "hey!I don't love him/her anymore!Whoopee!" that's pretty sad...not to mention quite shallow...perhaps they were on some sort of drug the night before...Or on it all along til the night before... :P
I know for certain,that someone I love,and really do,I would love for as long as there is still such a thing in me.Until my last breath.And if I could still love beyond that,I know that I would still love them then.Whatever happens,whatever road we take,wherever our lives lead us,apart or together,disappeared completely or constantly present until the end,I wouldn't love them any less,if not more.

i'm home...

just reach...home...haha
jessie she's f**king drunk tonite....haha

but now i'm so tired...just cant sleep...

cos i'm thinking of someone...

Do that person know that....

late...hahaha

haha....i'm still at home... i running late lor.... everyone is at town now... they start to celebrate our big sister birthday.. i'm running late... late... late... late....

Somebody...

Somebody tell me it's easy being "somebody". Truth is, everybody is Somebody. But is it just Being Somebody that easy said than done?. Of course it is. Being Somebody...
you gotta :

1. Not care about what others think of you
2. Not give a damn about what others say of you
3. Not giving in instructions that you find ridiculous to follow
4. Not merging your selfbeing with other people's selfbeing
5. See things in a bigger picture
6. Giving people chances even when they have offended you again and again
7. Keep keeping cool always
8. Chill when things just ain't turning out right
9. Keep on keeping on loving people no matter how they dislike you
10.CHILL... ... ...

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find, you and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find, you and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find, you and I collide

people will forget...

... people will forget what you said ...
... people will forget what you did ...
... but people will never forget how you made them feel...

ATTENTION!!!

Tonite is our "Lau Lian Hua" Bird DAY...
everyone is invited to her bday please come...or Ure interested...
U can come along too...
celebrate at DEVIL'S...
she's meeting everyone 8.30pm outside Devil's...
Crazy rite... where got people go so early wan...siao...
i maybe reach there around 9plus to 10plus...hhaahaa

anywhere : LAU LIAN HUA..... Jessie Loh listen up....
Happy birthday to u...happy birthday to u...
And tonite....u confirm will get drunk want...hahahahaha

ladies night

I Hate...

I Hate Myself beening LIKE THIS...
...........
If only it never happen at all...

u never try...u wont know...

Sometimes you will never know what will happen...

Because you never try....

Maybe ther's still a chance for you....

Maybe the one that love you have forgive you long time ago....

Maybe he/she still love you deeply...

Maybe he/she missing you...

Maybe he/she thinking of you...

Maybe not at all...

i forgive and i forget....

What what what.....

WHAT a MAN WANT.......

&

WHAT a WOMAN WANT.......

wat's wrong wif my msn???

Something goes WRONG with my msn...
keep on auto shut down and hang
and when my fren is online i cant see them
and i never block them they say i block them....

Wat happen???

Oh my god!!!

wat wrong with the msn!!!!

fark la!!

i win the bet!!!! yeah!!!

Tonite thot of goin zouk but end up...
Go momo with....Lai xiang , Ah Bi, Hui, Ming, Soon,ying chew,
JJ, Kai Qiang & Kelvin...
After that we went supper @ sultan...
Free supper... cos they bet match with me then they lose..haha... and one of them have to call me Ta Jie for a month...hahaha... another one have treat us supper...haha...
cha 0-2 che...yeah..

But we have lots fun while watching the match too...
After supper, me and bi went o bar look for APPLE...tat fu*king door bitch..she is BITCH!! ccb knn !#$%^& ... dun say liao say i damn hot.. then we went DEVILS...haha so happening... and now jus reach home for awhile only.....

FuNny things for tonite is :
me,ah bi and apple wearing the same color cloth..
and me & ah bi r same lor..cos wat we seeing
and wat we thinking are the same all the time.... haha

and one old uncle at momo treat us drink..too bad i cant drink.. haha..

HaPpy thing for tonite is :
Ming and hui lose the match....haha
** anyway thank you very much, guo hui for tat supper....
**ming remember next time when u saw me, wat must u call..hahaha

i'm so tired now..but just cant sleep...

I Dont know wat my mind thinking also..

haiz.....haiz...sighs...sian..f**k up....

Pain.. pAin... PaiN...

The pain is still here....

I still feel the pain u given me....

pain please leave me alone....
please go go away..and dont stay here with me anymore.....

Please go away before i really Really break down...
But i know the pain will always stay in my heart & mind...
Sometime i just dont know why ure still here...
i really hate this feeling lor...
when are you going to go....


sometime i jus feel SO weird...
cos when i really dont feel the pain anymore,
but after awhile late the pain just come back to me
again and again and again...again..

It Just out of my control.....

I HATE IT !!!!

I hate it.........

Yesterday

Yesterday

Words of hate we're said
And now we have to go
Part our separate ways
Because the love of yesterday
Will never be the same
Time and time again
I promise not to care I lie, say I'll move on
That I wish you better luck
But I lie to you and myself
Somehow I do wish we hadn't weather.

我真的受伤了...

我的心真的受伤了

人是无聊了 我的心开始想你了
是你变了??　是你变了?? 是你变了 ??

滴下的眼泪已停不住了...

人是不快乐 我的心真的受伤了

我的心真的受伤了

我的心真的受伤了

算了吧 !!! 算了吧 !!!

算了吧　反正有你更孤单

你不会知道遗忘有多难....

我真的好想你

我真的好想你.......

PiCk Up!!!! pIcK uP!!!!

Can anyone tell me!!!
WhY ???

GuYs LoVeS to PICK UP girls ?????
SOmetime really dont understand guys at all....
What's they're mind thinking really hard to understand??

Sometime thing just happen out of our Control !!!!!!

TOO MUCH too much

Too much

love has hurt me in way too much
For the pain is more than I can bear
the more I think the more it hurts
I try not to remember for the past is closer than
I think forgetting is not an option
I must live the rest of my life in
agony love is worth everything
But in the end you always remember
that one person who took your heart and broke it

today i bought myself some dessert....

today i bought some durian puff.... yummy

love hurts

Love hurts
Dark night draws closer still Black ice melts on scarlet velvet
Ever closer to unwanted hearts
The night a sheet of dark black sounds
This is my heart a beaten mess of untangled love

nOt A gAme...

Love Is Not A Game (But You Should Know The Odds)

breakin NEWS..

Mum I'M VERY SORRY

Earlier, my mum have A talk with me....
But after awhile LATER..
when she started to ask me about
" mat**** " things...
than i try to keep myself cool down and quite...
But she start to non-stop nagging...
than i CANT control myself, So i rise up my voice at her..

NOW i feel very sorry...

Mum, i'm very sorry..

BUT mum, u doesnt know, how much stress i have now...
PLS DUN ASK ME ANYMORE...

To solve..

To solve the human equation, we need to add love, subtract hate, multiply good, and divide between truth and error.

Jokes : Michael Jackson vs. Casper

What's the difference

between Michael Jackson and Casper ???

casper...

vs

Michael Jackson...

One is pale and scares kids and the other is a friendly ghost.

wahahaha.... ",

True Friendship

A volume of true friendship cannot be
measured by a scale
nor a chart can measure it,
Except Human Hearts

IT HAD QUITE SLIPPED MY MIND

NEVER, NEVER FORGET

WE WILL NOT FORGET

REMEMBER TODAY AND NEVER FORGET

REMEMBERING MEANS WE'LL NEVER FORGET

DID YOU FORGET?? THEN REMEMBER

NEVER FORGET TO REMEMBER

What is LoVE...

Love is about .....

Love is just about trust and sincerity,
No matter how pretty or ugly you are,
The beauty within is the most precious
and must be sincere and loyal to be discovered

went supper wif t2

Just now went supper wif T2.....

But i onli had a cup of ice miklo

& he had 2pcs cheese prata with mushroom..

& a cup of ice miklo too.... haha...

Than we tok tok for awhile, after tat he send me

home sweet home....

T2 is my sec sch classmate,

in class he use to sit beside me

bully me ( p*** my shou mao haha )

copy my math and i'll copy his english too..

over all his a nice guy...

but HE..

alway like to say all his sec gals fren look like ah lian...

but i know he never mean it want lah..

he was just joking...

and when he call me,

on the phone he'll start scolding me @#$*^%^&*(

anyway i knw he's jokin..

Sianz arh...Tomolo monday blue again...arh

...sianz...big time again....

i'm tired now but jus dun feel going bed so soon....

i haven been sleeping well at all...

Everyday only sleep a few hour...

Maybe i am too stress at work...arhh...

Anyone can help me....

i going to break down soon... =x

sometime i have some weird weird feeling...

# WAT'S LIFE??

LIFE'S

Life is like a movie...
when you're happy "it's comedy"
when you're sad "it's drama"
when you got an enemy "it's action"
when you face the mirror "It's horror"
and when you are alone "IT'S A FRIEND YOU NEED.

still online wif della

i going bed soon..... but now i still on msn toking to della.... della is a girl which teach me alot.... dun see her small small size, i like her thinking.... she's so strong... but i'm weak for everythings... i'm so silly too....

2 month liao

Time HAS past.....

we cant turn back the times....

Wat happen has happen.....

WAT gone HAS gone...

And wont come back anymore....

Am i too silly or wat??


HELP ME PLEASE......

Cause still feel the pain....

my Chocolate Chips Cookies

Tonite i plan to bake some Chocolate Chip Cookies..... Cause my cousin eken wanted to eat so i bake some for him and some*** Now 3.45am i just finish baking and washing..... Still dun feel going to bed.... Cos i cant sleep at all, although i'm very tired... but i just cant sleep at all....

Friends....are..

friends

friends are like angels,

who hold us up,

when our wings, forget how to fly.

Few Things that women Do not like...

Women...

1. Dun like it when men lies, but can't accept the truth.

2. Dun like it when men hides, but can't take it when learned of the news.

3. Dun like it when men appears insensitive, but gets paranoid when they are too sensitive.

4. Dun like it when men calls them the same as they call their frens, but oh well... which men can draw a line between gf and gal frens?

5. Dun like it when men stops giving surprises after a while, but can't ask for it. *Wat's a surprise if it's asked for?

6. Dun like it when men stops praising you, but will start to wonder if he has done something wrong once he starts praising you, out of the blue.

7. Dun like men to sleep immediately after love-making, but can't keep herself awake as well.

8. Dun like men to give empty prmises, but loves to hear "Baby I promise you.. ...".

9. Dun like men to go hours of kopi with frens, but cannot help from hours of shopping.

10. Dun like men to keep spending, but cannot stop herself from spending his money.

SOMETHING

something in your eyes makes me want to lose myself, makes me want to find myself and stay there for the rest of my life something in your touch makes me finally come to life, after so many years in the dark something in your voice makes all of my troubles fade, tells me that I'm good enough, tells me that I've done enough and I can finally rest.

Forgive and I never FOrget..

Forgive,

But never forget.
Love, And never regret.

The one, Is the one, you will never forget,
And will make you never,Want to regret.

# Pain, Hurt, Love

What happened

where did it go
why did we do
the things we did
we will never know,

Why so much pain....

Why so much hurt....

Why so much love....

Love IS everywhere..

Love is Everywhere

Love is in the air,
Love is everywhere,
If you were smart,
You'd say it's in your heart,
Love is in your eyes,
Of a great disguise,

But, when you think you've found the one,
You're probably not done,
Love is all about pain,
And,
if you ask me it drives all insane.

KILLER FACT !!

There are no balconies in Romeo and Juliet's
"balcony scene".
Juliet appears above at a window is all it says in the text.

- posted by Harry Hutton

Went double o

Jus now went Double O with Ying, Staly, Seng and me...... and I saw him again.. In the 1st place i actually saw him...but i'm still thinking to call him or not... then i choice to not call him.. then awhile later i receive a msg from him...

M : At OO?? I know ure here... enjoy ah..
Y : ure here too!!
M : yup! jus reach..
Y : oic...where u standing
M : u will see me when i see you..

....
Now ying is at my hse tonite she sleep @ my hse..
Now she's sleeping at my bed....hahaha.....
but now I cant sleep...again.... again..again.... again..again....again..again....again.. haiz...

Men Are Hard To Pleased

Men Are Hard To Pleased The problems with GUYS: If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him; If u Don't, he says u are PROUD. If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him; If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG. If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN; If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS. If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE; If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT. If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u; If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.... If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him; If u do!! he says u are CHEAP. If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME; If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him. If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him; If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED; If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so. If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl; If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT. If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK; If he does WELL, it's BRAINS. If u HURT him, u are CRUEL; If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!! If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true....... but if u don't they say u are selfish.....

tonite meetin my 2 dao tao

Today have a meeting at office till 7.30pm plus... After the meeting then went bugis to meet mine 2 dao tao ((Kathy & Joyce)) , then we went to breko.. OUR doo too club....but this NO Beer for me...only ice-Coco , so have some drink till 11.30plus, thot of taking cab home but no cab...so take train home...Now just reach home...So update my blog....

Today many of my frens, auntie, and cousin called me asked me tonite any prog or going anywhere or wan to go out...but i'm so tired dun feel like going anywhere...Cos since afternoon i having meeting all the way till 7.30pm plus.... so i choice to meet my two dao tao....heehee...

And i Cant sleep now..... I'm tired but just cant sleep!!!!

every nite i'll get to my bed very late...i also dun know

why????

why????

why????

why????

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME???

Am I too Stress or WHAT!!!

today meetin joyce...we're goin to town this afternoon

We @ far east KFC outside...

• After our lunch...
• After this is shopping time...
• Than show time....
• After show SUPPER time...

This afternoon take half day leave , mit joyce and we went town to shopping.. shopping again...
wa kaoz...I spend money again...Just cant control myself...
Now my pocket have BIG hole liao...
I bought 6 new shoes aday... no lah..
Actually bought 2 is for my ma de(but mum only can wear 1 than another 1 was too small so give it to ah ma,bcos my mum leg so fat "pig leg" haha), & 1 is for my ah ma and myself of cos 3 lor.. haha.. and along come along with a white colour bag too... ",

HERE's one of my new shoes....

I'm wearing on that day lor..

nice right!!!


Today went to watch Super Star final "Live" at indoor stadium , I'm so touch... when i hear Wei Lian singing that 寮靛�稿�� song and the last song... i feel lik crying out..but joyce ask me to control... haha... So she Stopped for crying... haha =x

Everyone was wearing red and blue... for me and joyce we're wearing white...cause is for JJ..

• Support Kelly = RED
• Support Kelvin aka Wei Lian = BLUE
• So Support JJ = White =S

Actually we went there is to Support JJ.... hahaha... Then Somemore is F.O.C ( free of charge) Best view Best sit... wahahaha... and saw ome monster there also... => haha..

after show time we went supper me and joyce we went geylang 娌规�″ぇ��� for our supper, but actually was our dinner too but we eat at supper time...wahahahaha... than her boy come fetch her home , of cos got send me home too.... Joyce thanks your Der hor... for sending me home....

hahah...

Very enjoy today.. But tomolo got to be more stressful Again and again... =x